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I won’t decide that. It’s your choice, but I really don’t have the time to look for a new buffy, because I’m all over my thesis too.No, I would look for a new Buffy, so you wouldn’t have to worry about any of that.
I can stay on. Occasionaly dropping in once every week for the shortest amount of time, and constantly out of the loop.
Or I can drop Buffy, and we can get an awesome, new, shinier model. Who’ll mostly be on and understand a lot more and probably be more fitting to the character.
IDK …. would you stay playing a different character? If you think it’s the best to drop Buffy. After all it was your idea :(After some of my more important exams are over, then yes, I probably would. I just think you REALLY need a let’s-stop-the-world Buffy.
How could anyone like you leaving?! NO!! Please no!! T_T I read what Dean suggested and I think we could do that!! At least you think you won’t be able to keep on playing… but anyway NO T_T Buffy NO T_TThe reason people could like it, is that they get to actually RP with Buffy, instead of non-existent Buffy. And I know it’s horrible, but I’ve just got this RP in mind :(
I don’t think that anyone will LIKE that you’re leaving. And because of what? You’Ve missed some things but it’s nothing that we can’t tell you…. we’ll just fill “The Road So Far” or do you think you’ll still not be able to be playing?I think with my exams, and how busy my life is at the moment, I’d still not be able to play. I mean, I frackin’ love this Rp and the people in it, but I always feel bad for not being on when I’m studying or I’m going out somewhere. This year is study year, and quite frankly I thought I’d be on a lot more than I have been.
So I’m kinda thinking about leaving the Rp. I’ve missed a bunch of crap. No, I’ve missed a lot of crap and to be honest it’s not really acceptable. Seeing as I play a pretty big character too, you guys deserve better. Let’s be honest, though. If I was anyone else, I’d have been kicked off, so I’m just saying what we all know.
There are no shortages for Buffy RPers, and I’m sure they’d be a lot more interactive and not me.
All control of this RP would go to Dean, just like it has been.
So I have something pretty important to say.
And I have to do some studying for my exams on Monday.
Yey….
So seeya soon!
Angel reached out to her and placed his hand on her back “It’s my fault…” he trailed off “Xander nearly died because of me and Zoe saved him and now…because of me and Balthazar…he’s depressed and wanted to leave town for a few days” he explained “You are not, do not blame yourself”How can you say that? Half the time I barely give enough attention to the people that matter and then this happens! I shouldn’t be allowed to have friends or family, I always manage to get them hurt. And you know what the worst thing is, is that they’re just normal people, they could be having normal Saturday nights in, instead of getting physically broken. I drag them into crappy end of the worlds and demons and all these other messes, and it’s all my fault. It is, it really is.
Angel pulled her face to look at him, he looked at her fierce, “Listen to me, you are saving the world and trying to stay alive all at the same time. You deal with more than your age group could handle. There are complications but you need to know that there are people who will look after your friends and family when you can’t. Willow took Xander to the hospital and I visited. People care about you still Buffy, we miss you” he said slowly at the end “Being normal is boring Buffy, why be normal?”
Because being normal means I bring my friends to a party, not an apocalypse. I know people care, and I know that everyone will try to be there… But for god’s sake. How did I not know about Xander? I mean, is Willow okay? Is my Mom okay? Nobody has died have they? I shouldn’t even be asking these questions, I should’ve been at the hospital with Xander. My life equals shoulda woulda coulda central. I try to protect people, and I can’t even do that right, Angel!
(Source: thechosenbuffysummers)
She didn’t know about Xander’s weakening state, his hospital encounter. Nothing. He looked at her concerned “Buffy….Xander was in hospital for a few days…” he said slowly, it wasn’t his place to say but he was concerned for Xander and he needed a close friend besides Angel around. Angel looked down for a second “He really needs people who care right now for him….”*She was silent for a moment, shocked. She blinked.* How- What, What happened? How did I-*She covered her face with her hands before looking down at the floor.* I’m the worst person ever.
Angel reached out to her and placed his hand on her back “It’s my fault…” he trailed off “Xander nearly died because of me and Zoe saved him and now…because of me and Balthazar…he’s depressed and wanted to leave town for a few days” he explained “You are not, do not blame yourself”
How can you say that? Half the time I barely give enough attention to the people that matter and then this happens! I shouldn’t be allowed to have friends or family, I always manage to get them hurt. And you know what the worst thing is, is that they’re just normal people, they could be having normal Saturday nights in, instead of getting physically broken. I drag them into crappy end of the worlds and demons and all these other messes, and it’s all my fault. It is, it really is.
(Source: thechosenbuffysummers)
